I have been awake since 6am, and my mind is constantly on overdrive. In 23 days I’ll be up and getting ready to go and get my hair and make up done for my wedding day. I honestly don’t know where the time has gone. I still have so much to do with so little time. I have had two bridesmaids quit, my maid of honour is a pain in the back side and I still don’t have my flowers. Yesterday was truly horrendous. Wedding stress has taken its toll and I can’t wait for it to be over.
I don’t know how brides manage to deal with mum duties, complete the housework, email wedding vendors as well as sort out decor and favours. I’m on the brink of a breakdown. My anxiety is through the roof and is exhausting in itself, let alone with the mountain of stress.
It will all come together eventually, I know. Think I just need to be a bridezilla and go crazy on everyone’s arse. On the plus side, how cute is this custom made veil for my daughter!